Monday, January 9, 2012

A Non Regrettable Thank You.


The beginning of the rest of my life begins today, as through all of my hard work and low end paying jobs, nasty atttitude customers who feel intitled to talk down to people, with non-respecting bosses and through all the unfairness, it has only given me the motivation I seeked to say FUCK IT! And to prove them all wrong and show them I am worth something.

So I say thank you American Eagle for Not giving me any oppurtunty to improve myself even though I placed 210% into my work in telling fat girls they do not Fit into a Size 4, unless it’s a 14. I honesty can Say I learned nothing from working there other then how to fold jeans with the crotch area folding inward and how to fold the clothes into a perfect 90 degree angle. Thanks…

Thank You Bestbuy for over working me, treating me like a nobody, giving me false illuisons of fairness of job oppurtunities, knowing full well that I was Fully Capable of advancing into a higher position. Not only was I shafted of completely advancing through all of my One on Ones, having me as the only CS rep on the counter, mentoring the new trainees, working me to the bone on returns and doing the best that I can for the customers (in which they were the only ones to say thank you), to only force me into looking for another job with more hours and better pay for my abilites. I thank you for proving to me that I needed to move on if I wanted to presue my education and get out of debt. Don’t be offended by my post, because in all honesty you taught me character, strength, patience and apperication of what I have in life, Most of all I met  some of the best people I now call friends and the love of my life. There are only a handful of people from my time there that I Looked up to as role models and pushed me to do better, you know who are and if you don’t. Hint: you didn’t make my list.

Today I offically start my classes to my Biology Career, through months of appeal letters and councilor meetings. I made it. Though my struggles and hard work, not to mention the support of those around me, gave me what I needed to push through. My current job  has opened all new doors that I thought were sealed for good. Ive offically made that step forward to begin my life.

2012 is the year of new possbilities, new hopes and dreams. Ive offically closed a chapter of struggling, despair and sorrow 12/31/2011 at 11:59pm. The moment the count down began, I counted away my goals and intiatives for my New Year and with that final breath of Yelling Happy New Year! I sealed my Fate as a better person, who learned that my life is nothing more than a journey that I choose the path I want to take. No one can tell me other wise, im taking that step, and I thank all those that ive crossed paths with, for you all served as a purpose in my life and I don’t regret a thing, because I am where I wanted to be.

Thank You!

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